For Twenty Year Olds Who Have Never Been Loved
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This is a poem by one of my favorite writers Meggie Royer, everyone should check her blog.
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đhttps://writingsforwinter.tumblr.com/post/54484155702/for-twenty-year-olds-who-have-never-been-loved
I hope this video helps people feel a little less alone and a little more hopeful about the future. I want to add that it's truly a privilege to combine Meggie Royer's poems with my passion of capturing the things around me, I urge you to check more of her work because it's truly amazing. Lastly, the people on the video are my friends and I thank them for allowing me to film them.
Forever Humbled,
a kid with a camera
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đ°for twenty-year-olds who have never been loved by Meggie Royer
All of a sudden two decades have passed and you still have not kissed anyone with tongue, or kissed anyone at all for that matter, or had a 3 AM conversation with someone who would rather look into your eyes for ten minutes straight than talk. You have never worn a loverâs sweater or âforgottenâ it at home in your bedroom just so you would have an excuse to see them again. You have never even stood face-to-face with someone who makes your hands shake so hard it feels like theyâre both having a separate anxiety attack.
This causes you much guilt and self-blame and sadness but above all, an overwhelming curiosity. Are you really that ugly, that unwanted, that uninteresting, that boring, that no one, absolutely no one, has ever looked at you like the only thing on earth?
The answer is no. The better answer is that someone out there, somewhere in the world, is âwondering what itâs like to meet someone like you,â and they have two decades worth of love stored in their veins like a shoot-âem-up drug, and theyâre just about ready to inject it into someone elseâs bloodstream. All you have to do is roll up your sleeves and wait for it to happen.
At times you felt so lonely you could stand at the edge of a cliff with nothing beneath you but air and grass and a long, long way down, and youâd still feel emptier than that canyon itself. Maybe you even danced with yourself alone in your room a few times, arms outstretched around a ghost, pretending someone elseâs hands were on your waist, someone elseâs eyes boring into yours.
Or maybe you fell temporarily in love with strangers on public transportation, fell in love with anybody who so much as accidentally brushed your hand on the way past. For you, falling in love with dozens of people a day was a coping mechanism for not having anyone to love you in return. But people are not eggs and falling in love with a dozen of them does not mean your shell will remain uncracked. One day youâre going to hit the point where youâre so desperate for human contact that youâre going to snap in half and all your love will bleed out like egg yolk.
But someone out there is eating a bowl of Ramen noodles right now, or putting on slippers, or settling into bed. They are doing all the normal things that youâve done in your own life. They are just like you. They have cellulite and extra fat in all the wrong places and goals and fears and doubts and bad handwriting.
The truth is that they are just like you, and being just like you, theyâre looking for a lover too. Theyâre what you might call a soulmate.
They think theyâre all alone in feeling the way they do, but youâre really both two halves of a whole.
And one day youâll meet them, bump into them on the street, and your two halves will be put together, and youâll make one. |
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